my worst MAY ever? hahaha. why?

i don't know why but my life seems harder and harder and will be much harder day by day.
i wished for a better month on April, but what do i get?
now i am really really fall apart. i'm such a mess. i'm never be this worse before. i'm NOT OKAY!

:'( wanna cry wanna cry wanna cryyyyyyyy....
rasanya pengen nangis nangis nangis dan nangissssssssss aja kalo inget hari itu, inget kejadian itu, inget apa yang udah terjadi.
rasanya masih sedih aja, ga percaya aja, ga sanggup aja buat nerima keadaan itu,
ga sanggup ga terima sampe kapanpun :(


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God, please save me... I'm not strong enough to hold these pains on ...

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