flashback. hmmm.. sounds nice :D
part one.
i wanna flashback about 6 months ago, exactly in the October 15th 2011 when i saw him at the first time. umm not at the first time actually, but at that time i i felt my heart beating fast and i can’t take my eyes off from him. am i admiring him? or i’m falling in love with him? umm no no no, it’s too fast. I don’t believe that anyone can fall in love at the first sight ._.
i don’t know how to explain, but at that time i really really can’t take my eyes off from him. he’s cool yes he is. he was mostly silent , and it made me.... curious of him hahaha. he was perfectly made me feel like didn’t wanna leave that place, didn’t want the time end. oh my.... “am i really falling in love with him?” my heart coulnd’t stop whispering that words. It was the first time for me after 3 years never felt that feeling. and i tried to calm my heart down that maybe i was just admiring him.
and the day past... the gathering day was over and we returned back to our home. and do you know what’s the first thing that i did after i’d arrived at home? i opened my laptop, connected to internet, signed in to my facebook account and i typed his name in ‘search menu’. Robert Zuntak. yeaa, that’s his name. sounds weird hahhahahah :D but i didn’t care, i just clicked the ‘add as friend’ button and waited for his accepted request.
at night...
he had already confirmed my friend request and it made me screamed “kyaaaaaaa”. is it too over? well, it’s not over for someone who is falling in love hihihi. wait..... falling in love? no no no >.< i looked to the online friends box, typed his name and HUAAAAAA he was online too. what should i do? chat him? or just acted like he was not online? chat? no? chat? no? those two words spinning around my head and i was so confused at that time. if i chat him, didn’t it be too agresive for a girl? but if i didn’t do it, i would be regret and so much regret. oh God what should i do? if i were i boy, i wouldn’t be so much confused like this. I would chat him. but the reality i was a girl. then? what should i do? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(:(:(:(
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