part three.
i was already homey at that afternoon. I got so tired and decided to sleep even it’s too late to take a nap hahaha. 2 hours sailed in my dreams i woke up. and just like others did, the first thing i checked was my phone. one new message? hmm it should be from my friends, from my college friends or from my shs friends. I opened the message and guess what? the message was from bang robert! i opened my eyes wider and made sure that i was not dreaming. and that was not a dream, he text me first! i jumped from my bed and danced like dumb again -_- hahaha. i was totally happy, i didn’t know how to describe but i was really really happy. what on earth had happened and made him text me first? i didn’t remember what he said in his message, silly me -.- and of course i replied it. i was so happy. so damn happy!
okay short story, because i can’t tell you more. it was a long story if i told you from the start. but since that day, he always text me first. it could be in the morning, afternoon, evening or maybe at night. and i still tried to control myself not to show my feelings more. it’s his turn to notice me :p sometimes we had a phone call, until midnight hihihi. and i still remembered when i was sick, small pox, he was sooooo worried about me. he always asked me to drink my medicine, to take a rest and he didn’t allow me to get out with no jacket. it made me flowering >.< i never thought before that he would do it, he would so much worried about me, he would always text me first, he would always warn me to take a breakfast, lunch and dinner, he would always asked me to study and so many more. i never imagined it before! I already gave up and wanted to forget him and what happened next? he came to me in the next day and made my day much brighter than before in the next and next days. Thank you, Jesus :)
oh yeah, i had some nick names for him hahahahaha. such as: abang 5-3 (it came from a football match where we bet and he lost hahaha), bang lobettt (came from his name), gurita (because he called me “tentakel” then i called him it hahahaha). not only me, he also had some nick names for me such as: behel, tentakel and kura-kura (he said i was so slow while eating –,--“). I could never imagine before we would have some nick names to each other. kyaaaa >.<!
at december 2nd, we had a christmas celebration from my campus at GKPI Pamen. It ended almost at 11 p.m. my parents didn’t want to pick me up from there because it was too far from my house and too late for them to get out. okay, maybe i was mad at first but hahahahahaha >.< i was no more mad because the one who took me home was bang robert ulalalala~ :D he lent me his blazer so i wouldn’t get cold and haaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh i was totally nervous when i was on his motorbike. actually i wanna hug him but i must not do it, he wasn’t my bf. and after i had arrived at my home, i said thank you to him and smile as big as i could :D
we already had 2 datings, until the third one he asked me to be his gf >.< and finally on December 23rd, 2011 we legally in a relationship. actually it was so stupid when he asked me to be his gf hahahaha. but i didn’t care how was his way to tell it, i just knew that i was the only one in his heart. and yeah, finally he’s mine and i’m his :)
and you know, if i didn’t take his attention first and only waited for him to chased me first, i wouldn’t feel this way. he won’t be mine. whatever you wanna say, but that’s me, that’s my way. there are no rules in this world not to allow girls to take one step first. love doesn’t wanna know who is the first, but if you love someone just show it. be brave to show your feelings, as long as it’s not too over. be brave. love can be so much sweet but also can be sooooo much bitter too. so don’t ever your waste your time wondering whether he/she feel the same way or not. just take one step forward and be brave to take a chance. love it can be more hurtful if you only keep it in your heart because you’ll never know does she/he feel the same as you do.
and now, 4 months passed by and we still be together. I love him and he loves me too. sometimes we had some problems, could be caused by me and by him also. but so far, we could solve it together. problems are meant to let us know how deep and how strong is our love. like a pyramid, together we will stand like a pyramid :) i may not like other girls. i’m not as feminine as girl should be, i’m not as pretty as other girls and i’m not as best as other girls. but you ought to know, i love you. with all my heart, i’m just loving you and i just need you to be next to me. don’t ever doubt my feelings. i’ll do anything just to make you smile, to make you happy. i wish we can be together for longing. only by standing next to you, i will be okay and i can pass every single day with a big smile. you’re my only one and always be my only one. I will give you all the best of me and always try to be your best. sorry for all the harms i ever made, sorry if i ever disappoint you and made you sad, sorry if i ever made you angry, sorry for the things you don’t like from me, sorry for not listening to your words some time, sorry i ever be stubborn, sorry i was so childish, sorry sorry sorry... i didn’t mean it, i swear. and for the last word of this blog, belongs to you. I LOVE YOU, ROBERT ARIS DWI PUTRA SIMANJUNTAK.
i like your smile
i like your vibe
i like your style
but that’s not why i love you
and i, i like the way
you’re such a star
but that’s not why i love you
hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
do you feel what i feel too?
do you need, do you need me?
do you need me?
you’re so beautiful
but that’s not why i love you
i’m not sure you know
that the reason i love you
is you, being you, just you
yeah the reason i love you
is all that we’ve been through
and that’s why i love you
i like the way you misbehave
when i am complicated
but that’s not why i love you
hey, do you feel, do you feel me?
do you feel what i feel too?
do you need, do you need me?
do you need me?
you’re so beautiful
but that’s not why i love you
i’m not sure you know
that the reason i love you
is you, being you, just you
yeah the reason i love you
is all that we’ve been through
and that’s why i love you
eventhough we didn’t make it through
i am always here for you, you
you’re so beautiful
but that’s not why i love you
i’m not sure you know
that the reason i love you
is you, being you, just you
yeah the reason i love you
is all that we’ve been through
and that’s why i love you
that’s why i love you
that’s why i love you
Avril Lavigne – I Love You
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muntah uwoooookk... #jomblosirik
aduuhh yg cabal eaa :p